||[Sep. 16th, 2006|09:03 pm]
Asalamu Alikum Beautifuls!
My LJ Marathon is over again - after another hours worth of reading, I have deepened into ur daily lives - I am once again updated :P.
First of all OMG SARY!!! ~~~HAPPY BIRTHDAY! ~~~ I feel ashamed that i didn’t remember, please forgive me. Omg your 18! OLD like me :(. May your life from this point onwards just be showered with the Blessings from Allah (swt). Ameen!
Jazak for the Absolutely AWESOME trailer - WE LOVED IT!
Loz and lia beautifuls, I love u both (and sarz) for the Sake of Allah (swt). Jazak loz for helping me out during my times, May Allah reward you.
Lia hun - aww hope ur foot toey gets better weewy soon! - OMG hun it’s so true we are officially over with out internals AHH!! Alhamduillah I’m soo happy about ur historical - MashAllah Great Job hun! Alhamduillah our historicals were surprising marks ey? even whats his name...(uh yh Laidlaw) was pretty mouth-dropped, wasn’t he? lol! alhamduillah, as u said 'Teachers think were not going too well but the truth is they don’t known that were experts at last minute jobs' :D soo true - seriously I do much better on last minute jobs than I do on work that I work on for weeks, so I guess I’ll be doing LAST MINUTE REVISON FOR EXAMZ ey? ahh ALHAMDUILLAH!
Lately haven’t been feeling to well, being feeling not well all week. Miss Maha once again sent me home, and dad took me straight away to the docs, till now I really don’t know whats wrong with me but all I know I have Baad Stumy pains - and their not pleasant at all! I've had an ultrasound before and alhamduillah there was nothing serious but now she wants me to do this other test :S and seriously they took out about half a bottle of blood (man my hands looks bruised) stuuupid doctors ...have I ever mentioned how much I HATE DOCS!! I have an appointment this Wednesday, so inshAllah khair.
This week has been running wild with emotions - its just feels overwhelming knowing this year is coming to an end (reality check) - knowing that its only a few weeks now (May Allah give us Strength) -also some people are upset at me, and I hate that feeling (makes me cry and I don’t know what to do).
Today has been tiring Firstly; I went to the Saturday maths class (have no idea why I went cuz i did absolutely NO maths) instead I stared at my books for 15 minutes then spent the rest of the day sitting on the bench by myself in the oval (it was beautiful weather MashAllah). while I was out there, SUBHANALLAH! I have never seen soo many Ants in my life 'I wish I was an ant' I began to say to my self - I wouldn’t have no worries, wouldn’t care if I died, wouldn’t have to worry about A'zab ulAllah and contemplated over the creations of Allah swt, the ants are so explicit in their creation - the birds are beautiful mashAllah and their chirping thumps ur heart in the dhikr or Allah (swt).
:| Have i written all in the above ... ok ana gone nuts cuz usually my posts are short - i guess im boring u guys, just rambling on (haven’t done that for a while) actually this LJ writing thingo really helps let go of all my emotions. niiice :)
Ok love u guys - I better get going mwah